I Can...

Have you ever wondered what you would do if you missed 30 days of work? I've imagined skipping work to go on a cruise, spend hours at the gym, or even to go grocery shopping without the crowd.  I am in the middle of an extended medical leave. This is the opposite of a vacation.  I have so much time but I can't do the things that would be fun. I can't clean my house, organize a closet, or even work out! I hoped to return sooner but that is when I've been released to return to full duty. This is the first time I've gone so long without working (including summers and childbirth).  I have 15 school days left before I return. Yesterday I did a simple thing I've always wanted to do. I tagged along with Steve while he ran an errand at Town Square. When he ran into the store, I sat at one of the outdoor lounge areas with my feet propped up. The music was relaxing and it was a beautiful day.  It was such a treat to enjoy 10 minutes during the calm part of the week outdoors! I miss my class more than words can express and I can't wait to be with them again. I know the substitute is doing a great job but I grieve for what I'm missing out on with them! Until I can return, I will focus on what I get to do, instead of what I can't do as I take baby steps forward each day!
Some Other Things I’ve Enjoyed…Reading, Netflix, finally taking a shower (with an old lady stool), Steve’s cooking, cards from my wonderful friends and family, meals from sweet friends, painting my nails, texting, Facebook, and talking on the phone!